Friends are around yet felt so alone
Showered with love yet felt full of hatred
Its burning hot outside yet freezing cold inside
Hate this life but couldn’t be more grateful
Maybe it’s meant to be…
To dream and let it shattered
To trust and being betrayed
To give without receiving
To hold and to let go
This is my monochromatic life
Dull, poisonous, cold, demanding…
Dull but still a rainbow to me…
Poisonous but need to be swallowed…
Cold yet burning…
Demanding...unfortunately I’ve got nothing to offer…
- The Kunduran -
3 comments:
melancholic na juak kau..
bes..bes..
wrote this about 2-years ago... and i posted it here today as the same feeling (as that time) reappears....
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